But if you want to stay, then do so. Sorry it's still messy. Tag if you want.
Click away on the tabs. Just figure out which is which. I know you're not that dumb. :D
About Me
Mika?
An angel of truth and a dream of fiction.
She's afraid of flying cockroaches,
Will scream at a large mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar,
Sweet as a rose;
She'll kiss you one minute then turn up her nose.
She'll win you in rage,
Enchant you in silk;
She'll be stronger than brandy,
Milder than milk.
At times she'll be vengeful,
Childish, merry and sad;
She'll hate you like poison
And love you like mad. :)
Kinocomfort ako ng Wave 89.1 kasi sabi niya "Cry no mooooore!" aww thanks radio station. WTF BALIW MUCH. Tas ngayon si Usher na ang humaharana sa akin. Pangit ka Usher pero magaganda mga kanta mo. So, it compensates. Ayos na yun. Pero maitim ka pa din.
Pabayaan mo na. Nababaliw na sa recit eh.
Mika signed off at 6:27 AM
Monday, December 01, 2008
Gaksdpgoandasg
LIKE DUH. YOU WON'T BE READING THIS ANYWAY. ASA NAMAN.
*INSERT EVERY POSSIBLE CUSS WORD HERE*
ASDLFKASLDKFHALSKDJFALSKDHF STOP IT COZ it hurts.
Mika signed off at 5:42 AM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Panaginip
Nararamdaman kong dati ko pa siguro ito kinikimkim, ngayon ko lang napagtanto na ito ang nararamdaman ko. Siguro ay hindi ko lang inaamin sa sarili ko na nasaktan ako. Kaya eto, masakit na, sobra. Maraming salamat sa panaginip ko na siyang nakapagpamulat sa akin ukol sa aking munting damdamin at hinanakit.
Siguro hindi lang ako sanay. Nakuha ko noon lahat ng gusto ko, sa maling paraan. Eto na yung tama ngayon, pero hindi ko siya nakukuha. Konswelo-de-bobo ko na nga lang ay magagaling ang mga guro ko.. Kung hindi lang sa konswelo-do-bobo na yan siguro ay naramdaman ko na noon pa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.
Hindi ako nagseselos dahil hindi ako selosa. Pero nasaktan ako sa katotohanan na hindi mo ginustong makasama ako.. Samantalang hinding hindi mo sasabihin sa iba (alam mo na siguro kung sino sino ang mga tinutukoy ko rito) na ayaw mo silang makasama. Hindi ba ako yung mahal mo? Bakit ako yung pinalalayo mo noon? Bakit ako?
Kahit minsan ba ay sinambit ko sa'yo na ayaw kitang makasama? Hindi, 'di ba? Yun yung masaklap. Yun yung masakit. At magkasunod pala na dalawang beses yun noh. Isa doon at isa sa trabaho.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano na ang paniniwalaan ko.
Baka nga hindi ako ang gusto mo..
Patawad, pero eto ang nararamdaman ko. Kailangan ko lang siyang ilabas.
Mika signed off at 12:26 AM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Videos
I am not used to this "I-have-a-crush-on-someone-but-I-love-you" thing.
And likewise I am not used to this "I-love-you-but-I-think-he's-hot" thing.
But guess what, I'm getting used to these things anymore.
HAHA and it's fun. :))
Now I see the difference...
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Realizations:
I am not that experienced as others.
I am not tone deaf. :))
I can survive an exam without really studying hard for it. Again, I said SURVIVE, not PASS. :))
I looked and sounded really cute when I was a kid. :D
I miss my Dad.
All right. The 5th remark was something I realized eversince he crossed over. So it's nothing new.
And honey, you can be someone's top priority.. Ever. So pick yourself up and live your life as if you don't feel hurt. You're asking for too much, sweetie. It's bullcrap.
And everything I wrote here is bullcrap. Bullcrap session! :|
Mika signed off at 6:23 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
It's Been
A while. WEEEH. :| I really feel weird right now. And I really mean WEIRD. :|
Kanina sa Ateneo I felt like there was a bulldozer parked on top of my nose. Seryosooo. So well lack of oxygen = mental distress = pagewang-gewang na Mika. And oh well, up to now.
Haha no one reads this anyway so hell yeah I can post anything I waaant.
I sooo want to pass Bio12 :| Waaaa Lord please help me. I do not know what to do anymore. :(
Mika signed off at 4:44 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
New Sem, New Life
If you only knew my schedule and subjects this sem.. OH MY IF YOU GUYS ONLY KNEW.
SECOND SEM = DEATH
DEATH = BIO 12 (The hardest bio subject ever), PHYSICS 71, CHEM 31 (Org Chem), BIO 180 (Biostat), Geog 1 (The only subject I can ever play around with), PE (Duckpin)
WOW THANK YOU \:D/ and I doubt it that I can handle this. Bigtime. :|
Anyway, we already had our first lab activity. Andy: Sir, eto ba yung spermatocyte? Sir F: Basta talaga sperm alam nyo ha. :>
WITH THE LOOK MAAAN. :)) The sperm cells in the slide were a real distraction to the real cells that we were looking at. They were COVERING it. :)) Boys oh boys. :))
Anyway, Sir Fontanilla's okay. BEDROOM VOICE MAAAN. :> Super deep. But not as deep as Sir A. In short, nakakaantok siya dahil sa voice niya. But, he gives quizzes EVERY MEETING.. Woah. And his quizzes are comprehensive. And he included previous topics per quiz. At least he can ensure that we're not cramming a day before the lab exam. :) Hopefully I can keep up with him.
So.. Rainy weather + Sir F's voice = DREAMS :))
Physics.. My prof's AS OLD AS MEEEE. :| Sheesh. She's the youngest summa cum laude ever. :)) AND SHE'S TEACHING MY PHYSICS SUBJECT. Wow thank you Ma'am Fudolig. And medyo weird siya magturo. Haha. :)) But she's fun.. As of now. :| I really do hope I'll learn something in Physics. It's really a BIG class. :|
Anyway. I'll try to study already for Bio 180. ADVANCE? :D Hahaha told you I'm changing my ways already. Bye darlings! :)
Mika signed off at 3:53 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Vague
It's basic genetics, guys are easily aroused. So don't be surprised if ignorant truck drivers, or other nasty jerks would just whistle at you and tell you "Oh your ass looks really fine." .. Or something like that. :|
So, I guess, girls are.. ALWAYS AT THE LOSING END HERE.
C'mon. Why is life like.. This?
Ugh. Disgusting.
What if the world.. Is different? Make the girls the ones who are easily aroused and make the girls whistle at guys and tell them things like "Hey I wanna eat you" or something.. Offensive, right?
No wonder there are A LOT of feminist movements here in the Philippines.
You bastards ought to be hit in the bulls and punctured by a nail file or something right through the chest. Or right through your anterior pituitary gland so that lieutenizing hormones would stop from flowing through your blood vessels and lower HOPEFULLY your libido. I bet you nasty truck drivers don't even know what a pituitary gland is. LOSERS.
To work or not to work tomorrow? That is the question.
Isay if you could only read this blog. Aww you know my worries..
I know there's something wrong.. I just do not know what it is right now.. But I know there's something.. AAAAH KILL ME NOW. :|
